It seems at times that my progress and my regress are duking it out. I’m making some effort not to judge it all. Excuses or reasons?
The facts of the case are that life became amazing during the holidays. So many dear friends popped up. Nearly mythical humans materialized before my very eyes. I couldn’t tear myself away. Nature exploded it’s long-hidden Father Sun on the scene right when I needed some serious R&R. A few family birthdays passed. The biggest party days of the year. And yes, it’s true, I found myself at the end of some days not even having one copy of the GS around!
Then the message set in. Sacrifice. My old blueprint was taking over. Persistent, continuous action had fallen to the wayside. But how to pull it together? Oh this fumbley middle ground! Enough already, I want to be the woman on my movie board.
In a way I’m still convinced that it was the work of this course that brought about much of that wild ride I just landed from. And I’ll have many more holidays and raucous good times ahead that I need to remain focused through. So it’s all going into the cosmic bank of experience. And I remain dedicated to my DefMP, and the work of creating my dream world. So all is well that ends well.
Im learning how to blend it all. The old me, and the real me shining through. The way of Nature, and the way of society. The planned, and the unexpected. The necessary, and the fluff. The indulgent, and the addiction. The chores and the service. It’s all part of the Great Cosmic Swirl. If you want even a piece of Mastery in this Grand Dream, you have got to stay on top of your game!
January 11, 2017 at 12:58 am
Game on!! Keep the faith. Keep Persistent and you will win!
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January 11, 2017 at 3:53 pm
Aloha, Jennifer!. It’s me again, Loren, your Blog Rover friend. It’s been 4 weeks since my last visit, yet it seems like only yesterday! Einstein let us know that time is relative, however, it still amazes me the degree to which time can either speed up, or slow down, depending on the actions we take In using the time we have each day. When I was in your shoes two years ago, time flew by! And still does! Should you decide to become a guide – as I hope you do – then, perhaps, we can fly around together and help create “the buzz!”
If envy and jealousy were a part of my modus operandi, then this exquisite post you have written could very well be a cause of both!
According to Og, “YOU ARE NATURE’S GREATEST MIRACLE,” and I believe you are the living proof And that’s quite empirical!!
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January 12, 2017 at 5:16 am
Duking it out? The subby you feed will win. Thanks for the post Jen.
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January 18, 2017 at 10:50 pm
We are given our life to live it. Our mind plays games with us however we are the watchmen and watchwomen at the gate and we can take control of what goes in and what comes out. Thanks for a super post. Love and Gratitude always x
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